“And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.” (2 Cor. 12:7-10)
Ever had a person you considered a “true friend”, whom you had gone through heaven and hell together, enjoyed the sugar of times together, shared your whole lives to each other, yet one inevitable day, your “true friend” betrayed you and broke a relationship that you held so dear?
Ever had a project work which you were given, and you spent countless of sleepless nights trying to complete it, pouring your sweat and blood into it, and just when you thought you were going to submit the work, one inevitable mistake on your part destroyed the whole project completely, and you didn’t have a backup at all?
Ever had a bountiful harvest you were about to reap in a few days’ time, with the crops and fruits looking so rich and brilliant, with the weather blessing the fields, and yet one inevitable night an impassioned storm rages through your fields, and all your years of labour had resulted into specks of nothingness, in just seconds?
Ever ran a race where you were leading tremendously, and you still felt vigour enough to dominate the second half of the marathon, when suddenly your foot stumbles upon a depression upon the running track, and without you knowing, your whole body flung towards the solid ground, leaving you with an abraised forehead, a twisted joined, excrutiating pain, exhausted spirit, a depressed morale with all the runners running past you as you watched in horror and despair?
So, where will you turn to next? Will you give up everything that you have laid down and succumb to the very insignificant yet momentous shard that has brought your downfall?
Or, would you continue to press on ahead, even though impossibility negates you, even though hope seems to be lost, even though theres just no way moving on would help?
You choose. The pleasure of rewards and achievements for completing a task practically weighing nothing more than dust to you, or the invaluable tour de force you triumph with by perservering through?
Sometimes we would be given a thorn in our flesh. The weak-hearted would tumble because of this, while the strong-headed would treat it as a challenge to overcome. The religious would see this as a way to humble oneself.
Yet.
God’s strength is made perfect in our weakness.
More than just a way to humble ourselves, that thorn in our flesh is what that will cause us to be weak, and when we’re weak, then we’re strong.
Sometimes the most important thing isn’t a clear direction in our lives, it is to know God himself.
For that is why I delight in problems and hardship.